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| I don't kno how to say things.. its hard to use xanga to express my feelings because i begin to want to write about Everything i'm feeling and start to forget that it could come back and haunt me if i speak my mind. Recently, things more than i can handle have been happening. At first leaving me confused, debating, accepting, debating again, then horrible, and finally relieved. o yea, btw, its a guy. Chances like these don't come often, that's why i was so undecisive. But when your expect to like someone, it just makes it 100 times harder and your own feelings get clouded by all those thoughts. Do 'you' really know what it is to like somone? Because I haven't really felt it yet. Its not that i don't want a relationship.. but i just don't feel the
SPARK. the butterflies..and nervous feeling when they walk through the
door. Is that asking for too much..
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| Havent updated since august..lazy bum -_-. Always forget to write journals, when i have classes and stuff. im hardcore facebook tho XP Went to New York Anime Convention this weekend, Dec 8, 2007~ pictures can explain all~     
My cosplay: Me as Nana Komatsu, Yana as Nana Ostuka from Manga&Anime: NANA  
- inspired by Live Action Movie  
  
I'd never thought i'd cosplay. I always see pictures, and hear about making their own costume. I know thats something I don't know how to do or even try but i think its really cool. ever since the first convention i went to because Cathy (my j-rocker buddy) was going, MANGANEXT 2007 in October 
L& me as Amane Misa I am addicting to it and finding more Lolita looks ^___^ Its so cute and adorable. And i love Japanese Culture. If i lived in japan, i'd probably be one of those street walkers in the Harajuku District dressing in lolita and punk fashion. XD~ Jus so unique and expressive~ be something different for one day. i'm not very good, i just give it a try and have some fun :) | | |
|  summer over. moving back to school 8/29. excited for the new year. so much ahead. sec of rutgers cantonese club, fun classes with my friends, boys?, new dorming~
what a great way to end the summer. with friends. as schoolgirls XD i luv this gang. we can do something crazy just because its fun and we stick together~ wen else can u cosplay a bit and walk on the streets of new york! ♡ sure..we attracted perverts, got some weird stares and whistles. but thats wat makes it funny :) [But fyi: we did it because we're taking japanese sticky pics in chinatown XD pwahah]  
 
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|  went clubbing?! CLUB FLOW
first time for everything. with the davidson's. danielle's birthday. dancing with my friends. i see people..asian girls and guys all around. wen did people start dancing so dirty. i don't see myself as a girl anyone would come up to and ask to dance. We had to leave by 1am to catch the last train. and by 12:30pm hopeful for something to happen but just enjoying the night. then...someone comes up behind me. i wont get into details, but it was shocking. crazy thoughts running through my head and what should i do to not embarrass myself. After a while, i tried enough >.< and got away. phew. it got a lil too hot and heavy for me =O then not even a minute another guy came behind me. wt..!? its funny and nervous at the same time. I should have some fun and live a lil rite? but, i'll always be an innocent shy girl :) 
oh! the more i think about it, the more i get attached. don't fall for it. it could never happen. could it?
possibly a chance to go to Hong Kong for winter break??? tag along with my aunt. michelle might come to. Now that i'm considering it, im getting more and more excited. This may be the last oppurtunity in a long long time to come (future internships, jobs, etc!) and i would be visiting sites in china too, Peking. EXCITED! | | |
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